It seems like I can never win..with anything. I've had a string of terrible luck and It sort of makes me want to give up :/ I also realized that no matter what I do in life, my father will always think the same of me. It's quite upsetting..but most of the time I can snap myself back in to reality and tell myself that his views or opinions mean nothing to me. Not now and they probably never will. He's just not logical or rational. The best and most he could ever do for me is give me money, because its cheap and meaningless. No strings attached. I'm sure my brain has been altered by this and it's probably one of the reasons I feel like I lack certain emotion. But right now, I'm unable to process many things. So this blog will be short.
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