Hello, dear blog.
How I've strayed for far too long. Know that, I AM BACK. I've returned with more thoughts for your pondering, more words for your processing. I've returned as a mother, a wife, a nurturer. A night wanderer, a sleepless dreamer forever dreaming. A discombobulated but somehow, semi-organized functioning being. Yes, a being..I am only human. And I too feel. I feel the world 100 fold. And as I stand here in my kitchen at 8:23 in the morning, nourishing my soul, I am tired. A little defeated from my nights watch. I no longer desire comforts for myself, so long as my little is the one who is entirely comforted herself. But aside from being a little less than rested, I still stand. Eating cold but very delicious leftover shredded chicken breast from last nights sandwich dinner and of course, some avocado on the side. My point is, in life, you should take what you can get. I am a mother. The revolving winds are not meant for me to enjoy, but to have learned from them. So that I may teach my future kin, now present, what it means to be free. I live to watch my daughter live. Every single moment. My heart can't contain how much love I feel for her, so it constantly surges throughout my entire body. No one has ever experienced true love, until they have loved a child. And that's how I shall leave you, on this return post. With my child pressed against me, our hearts beat in unison.
